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SAMBO’S RECURRING NIGHTMARE

Sambo’s Recurring Nightmare (animation), Valerie Caesar, 2026.

Tigers have been a motif in my work for the past year, as seen in works like Tiger Balm and Tiger Leap. I was inspired by traditional Southeast Asian images featuring tableau of warring tigers when I sketched this crude line drawing of two tigers in twin opposing stances. I later refined the illustration into the tiger shown in the above-linked pieces. But I made this initial, crude version into a simple animation with the warring tigers circling each other menacingly, their ferocity aided by some audio of big cats snarling.

Snarling Warring Big Cats (animation), Valerie Caesar, 2026.

As I watched that version, I was reminded by the racist tale of Little Black Sambo, in which a little Black boy, walking in the forest, was fabled to have been chased by a couple of tigers around a tree. The tigers were bounding in a circle so quickly that they churned themselves into a pile of butter, and Little Black Sambo was able to escape. That was all I knew of the story, and in a new version of my warring cats animation, I added some butter in a nod to this tale. This was the end of things for a while, until I recently was perusing my drafts folder and found it.

This was the first incarnation of Sambo’s Recurring Nightmare. Watching it again, though, I was unsatisfied by the butter ending, so in a stream-of-consciousness-style creation flow (honestly, this approach is how I do everything; my work is mostly divination), I added some waffles, and then the popcorn — both spot illustrations created for other works, but both items I thought could be aided by the butter (also created for use in Tiger Balm), at least abstractly. I exchanged the papery texture of the playing card for an abstractly forest-like moss green with black, grainy texture, reminiscent of the unfortunate patch of forested woods Sambo found himself in on that fateful evening.

Butter (spot illustration), Valerie Caesar, 2026.

Waffles (spot illustration), Valerie Caesar, 2026.

Popcorn (spot illustration), Valerie Caesar, 2026.

As irony (although due to the divination approach, it’s a bit ontologically lazy to describe things this way, but because people understand irony better than magic, so be it) might have it, I looked up the Little Sambo story after I completed the animation just to confirm my memory of it, and found that I was unaware of a few key details. First, it was four tigers, not two. I was fine with this, as my version was meant to be a gestural abstraction of the tale, not a direct representation of all its narrative points. The second thing I didn’t know about the story, however, was its actual motive and ending.

Apparently, the tigers, who had whipped themselves into a creamy frenzy around this tree, had done so first in pursuit of eating Sambo, but were later distracted by Sambo’s surrender of his fine garments, which appealed to the tigers’ vanity. They began chasing each other after an argument about who was the best dressed. In terms of the ending, Sambo’s family decided that a bounty of free butter was not to be wasted, and instead, his father collected it, and his mother used it to make some pancakes (!!!!!!).

When I read this last detail, I screamed internally. Because although the appearance of the stack of waffles in my animation seems to be an oblique nod to this moment in the tale, it was absolutely an unconscious and original decision. I am fascinated by the collectivity of consciousness! The original story was written in 1899, and over 100 years later, I was able to divine the same use for butter. Racist sensibilities aside, I guess that’s what’s meant by “common sense.”

Although this tale was initially written by a Scottish woman, and since its many versions along the years, has been decried as a racist tale, I enjoy the very African element of the trickster figure, shown in Sambo’s decision to distract the tigers and triumph with his life (and some unsolicited but welcomed butter!) by appealing to their baser senses.

Also divine — as the musical accompaniments in my moving images almost always are — are the lyrics in Boswell, the Westside Gunn song I paired with this animation, in its synchronicity with the new details I learned of the story. Along with the dismal and vintage tonal vibe that conjures up, of a forest night scene with hyenas laughing in the distance, it begin with the lines “Niggas wanna be me bad/Talk like me, walk like me, cook like me, look like me, braids like me…” I can just hear these vain tigers diss rapping about how much flyer they are than the next cat, LOL. Pun definitely intended.

A CLOSER LOOK

Watch this short video at the full screen setting to view Sambo’s Recurring Nightmare in closer detail (and hear the music paired with it!).